Gona make this short and sweet as just typed a whole essay then it deleted itself without posting! I can’t believe what is happening right now I’m so excited, focused and extremely determined. I’ve got so much going on at the minute off screen I don’t know where to begin. The reason I have not been on much is because I’ve been hectic with meetings and paperwork over something that may possibly end up being the best thing I’ve ever done in my life! I’ve got so many amazing ideas for this new challenge that my brain is in overdrive. I can’t believe its actually happening now, its true what they say, the world is your oyster!! You can be and get whatever and anything from this life if you work and fight hard enough for it. 2010 indeed, well I did say I’m going to get where I need to be this year, I just didn’t realise how quickly it would all come about I’m over the moon. I can’t let out what it is yet as its secret until all finnished which I’ve made a deadline of 1st march, but you will all love me forever when u finally get to see what I’m geTting up to hehe. I’m lost for words at the minute because so much has happened since I’ve left BS and I don’t think I was prepaired for it! But hey when am I ever prepaired. I’m loving it all right now. I do have to say that I will be hectic until march as I have got so much going on while I’m not on Your screens but I will try my best to come on here each day to enjoy all your lovely comments I will also be back on bangbabes thurs and sat this week so tune in. I want to give you all my love and send you a promise that all my hard work behind the world of tv is going to benefit u all massively. Big kisses and remember to stay positive, u live once and you can be whatever u want in life aslong as you have the strength, determination and belief. I’m so thrilled rite now I can’t type properly lol gona stop now haha kisses xxxxxxx